Listen Closely

Its about something deep inside

稻香 (fragrant rice)

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不该继续往前走
为什么人要这么的脆弱 堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足 珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要这么容易就想放弃
就像我说的 追不到的梦想
换个梦不就得了 为自己的人生鲜艳上色
先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机 现在终于飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐
赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了
谁在偷笑呢
我靠着 稻草人 吹着风 唱着歌 睡着了
哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

Listen closely to my thoughts

Sunday, May 3, 2009

May 3

I am really very disappointed with you..

Its hurts alot when your close ones don't trust you..

Its hurts more when your close ones compare you to a mentally disabled person..

Its hurts when your close one look down on you..

Its hurts when your close one think that she is always right and did not put herself in your shoes

..and its just hurts alot alot alot..

..and i got nothing else more to say..i really do not want to see you..get lost

Monday, March 30, 2009

March 30

Hi there..my blog is still not dead yet..just lazy to update =x
anyway last week is my birthday celebration week and it is a 1 whole week celebration
which mean 7 different days i got celebration... O.o

MONDAY:

went out with pasta family plus corny for the first day of the celebration..went to fishermen wharfs which is opposite central mall to try it out..well food was average i think and the place had a fishy smell..ooo..
of course there is a photo taking sessions with they all..and thanks for their surprises for me..a very nice home made brownie cake and a jigsaw puzzle present from them..



of course we wont take just 1 picture only..the rest shall be upload when i got all the pictures..

THANKS PASTA FAMILY!!

TUESDAY:

well it is my actual birthday on this day..suppose to have celebration but..haiz nevermind its ok..it seems like during my birthday something unpleasant will happen..like last year is my handphone lost..=(
lucky corny ask me to follow him go interview..phew lucky got go out on my birthday..
after he finished interview went back to his house for awhile..den went to sembawang shopping centre to have dinner..saw josephine and lionel..haha they didn saw me
after dinner went to causeway swensen cause corny say i can get free ice-cream..ooo..i dont know about it until now..lol..here is the free birthday ice-cream..forgot the name already..



..well at least i am with my friend on my birthday..

WEDNESDAY

suppose wednesday i do not have any plan but have the sudden craving for singing..haha..so ask my singing khakis the very last minute..lucky they can make it to go sing..den went to a cheap karaoke..there is not bad..the songs are pretty updated and free flow of certain drinks ..drinks are alright la but is only $10 for everything, what else can we ask for..haha..it was also very nice of them to buy me a small cake..


..after sing went to have dinner nearby and after that play some arcade at bugis for while before went back home..

and..she is angry with me..dunno what to do..

THURSDAY

and my hands are tired already..type soooo much..lol..
went to gym with corny in the morning..and when we were gyming we saw a very familiar yet unfamiliar person..we saw spageddies big boss Mr Kwok..lol..fancy seeing him there..so unlucky/lucky...dunno which one to describe..
went back home change den went for piano lesson in the evening..after lesson when to meet spageddies tanglin mall peeps at chinatown..managed to call cassandra weiquan serene sarah corny and fredric..was quite few people only but nevermind..still enjoy my evening with them..went to aglio olio for dinner..and the pizza is disappointing..anyway here is one pictures taken on that day..the rest shall upload soon =)



..serene cassandra and weiquan went back together first..so the rest of us went to walk around at clarke quay..went starbucks after that..and they bought me a small piece of chessecake as my birthday cake..



..ooo even though dont have a proper cake..its ok with me and i enjoyed my celebration with them =)

FRIDAY

friday celebration was with RP w25p gang..sleep until noon time and went to meet them in the evening..went to kiat house for steamboat..too bad huiyan didn come..went buy food together at supermarket den...cook and eat!!..too bad no pictures taken..cant upload..but it feels good to meetup with them since after sometimes..and dunno why after steamboat i still feel hungry so went to opposite kiat house for prata before going home..nice gathering with them =D

SATURDAY

last 2 day of celebration is with tanglin secondary buddies..meetup with danads larry and johan at city hall..too bad the rest cant make it..nevermind..went eat at marina square and movie after dinner..edward den join us for movie and we watched mall cop and it was very funny..worth watching!!..
after movie was quite early so edward johan and me went walk around clarke quay area till 2am..walk from clark quay to robinson quay..sweat alot..haha...and i finally know where is dbl O club already..walk anyhow still managed to find..
went slack at mac after that..saw some 'outstanding' people walking around outside mac..after slack went home with edward..walk home, tired, sleep..zzz
btw no pictures is taken also..=(

SUNDAY

lastly..my celebration was mahjong session..asked alan corny and yilong to come play..played till 1am plus..oo late..and i set a record..i did not eat from 2pm to
1am..impressive..haha..and i forgot did i win any money anot..hmm nevermind doesnt matter..

Overall, i had a wonderful celebration for my birthday week..from monday to sunday..well now is already planning for next year..omg fast!!
finally thanks to all for the presents, surprises and cakes!!..i enjoyed all the outing and celebration with all friends..hope next year will be more fun..

MAY ALL MY WISH CAN COME TRUE!!..please please please please....

Saturday, March 7, 2009

March 8

Is march already..and my birthday is like few weeks away..of course there will be big plans for my birthday but i have not plan it yet..but hope i can celebrate my birthday with most of my friends..hope that this year my birthday will be a memorable one!..

and i had done this personality test about myself..quite true actually:

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Quite true i think..except for the job part..too bad i not those who like to work 9 to 5 everyday..i like to work in a challenging environment..other than that i quite surprise the rest is the same as my thinking..haha..

anyway here is the link:
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Sunday, February 22, 2009

February 21

First of all, i would like to tell this particular someone one thing:



..GET IT!?!..if you get it..get lost fucker..had enough of you..

Since you so unwilling to do it, den don't help me then.and i really think that you are a bitch fucker..FUCK YOU!!..SERIOUSLY..

Monday, February 16, 2009

I definitely need to change my bad habit of not blogging regularly..interesting things had happened during these few days and i forget to blog it down..wasted!!..
ok let me recap abit of what happened last few days,

My valentine day supposely to be spent alone..but in the end i managed to ask a friend out..lucky..if not i don't know what to do at home..but in the noon alan and his friends came to my house play mahjong..in the end win abit of money..lady's luck is on my side i think..happy seh =) anyway sort of didnt waste this year valentine..at least i got a date..haha

Before valentine had went to tanglin mall spageddies for our last dinner over there..is very sad that they closing down there..had alot of memories when working at tanglin mall..i will miss tanglin mall =(
..but nevertheless meet up with serveral ex tanglin mall staffs..had alot of fun and doing alot of catching up with them..and not forgetting taking pictures as well..







..of cause there is still more..waiting for the rest to send me..

and last week i does not get to sleep as long as i like...why??..is because i am working like from morning till night like most of the day and even if not working..i am still waking early for gyming session at jurong west..its tiring but i think i am not wasting my time by not doing anything..hehe..and some upcoming events like class chalet and my birthday is going to make me busy again..tiring but is OK!!..haha

1989-1994->

  • mommy boy

1995-1996->

  • at kindergarten

1997-2001->

  • at qifa primary school

2002-2006->

  • at tanglin secondary school

2007-now->

  • at republic poly - W26q, W25p, E46F

wanted list

  • get into a relationship(when??)
  • earn more $(when will it happen?)
  • new shoes(got it)
  • new image
  • go clubbing
  • contact lenses (got it)
  • have more nice shirt(alot of fresh imp shirts)
  • make more friends (hmmm...)
  • get rid of my emo-ness in morning
  • graduate from rp
  • enough sleep everyday (can nv seems to have it =p)

workplace

  • tanglin mall-spageddies
  • paragon-spageddies

dislikes

  • blast their mp3 speaker very loud [stupid and irritating]
  • lizard
  • loneliness (very!!)
  • lousy dinner
  • no common sense people
  • no life people
  • not enough sleep
  • people who anyhow make assumptions
  • people who follow blindly
  • people who talk loudy (very!!)
  • people who vent their anger on me
  • stay at home on weekend (very!!)
  • tanjong pajah (very!!)

what i am good at

  • - doing stupid things
  • - downloading songs
  • - imagine nonsense things
  • - influence by others easily
  • - knowing all buses in singapore
  • - make people laugh
  • - play kof
  • - remebering chinese songs lyrics
  • - remembering things except studying
  • - singing
  • - slacking
  • - sleeping
  • - stoning

prefered music

  • CHINESE MUSIC ONLY
  • from david tao(very much..!!)
  • from wang lee hom
  • from jay chou
  • from S.H.E