January 24

..for some reason..

It still hurt me still..why??i really dunno..i already decided time to give up but why it is still coming back..i will not cry or do something foolish..but the pain, the sadness will always be there to stay inside..it hurts

Maybe really i cant ever forget you..but don't worry..i will know what to do..
Well..all i got to say is

...wish you happiness..

Forever will be your friend still...

January 19

I am now blogging inside the library..cause i am waiting for him to go gym later..finished sending email and RJ and nothing to do so i...BLOG!..

Today is the last week of school before our semester end. Times really fly too fast for this semester. I can still recall my first day when i enter E44H..but too bad the bonding in the class started late so we had missed out alot of fun with them...but i shall treasure these last 3 days with them before we split class again..well STUPID RP who like to break people up!!zzz...

Today lesson is hard..don't understand why..last week of school wants us to get headache..booo la...but didn do much work today but play viwawa mahjong and big2.5..can see last i am damn bored till i got nothing to do but play games..
Nothing else much happened today..except later go gym with roy till don't know what time..Nothing much to blog also except that wanted to say THANK YOU to edward for pangseh-ing me on last saturday..make me stayed at home do NOTHING!!..thanks buddy =)
Will be quite packed for this week..let see:

MONDAY - school and gyming after that
TUESDAY - school and work after that
WEDNESDAY - accompany johan make spectacles and shop for more cny clothes
THURSDAY - school and gyming after that
FRIDAY - NO PLAN YET!
SATURDAY - CLUBBING..hope edward don't pangseh me again..and going for haircut also
SUNDAY - REUNION DINNER!..ang pow =))

January 17

Its saturday!!..and i am staying at home the whole freaking day..because of edward pangseh me and can't go clubbing with me today..zzz..so i got no other plans also and unwillingly stay at home..haiz life is sad!!

anyway..its seems like spageddies like to screw things up..why?? It is because my salary had been screw up by them..like not once but many times..this time not only me but most of the part time staffs as well..shit...and now we have to wait end of this month to get our pay..which mean some of the staffs do not have enough money for this coming chinese new year..i am screwed!!..

second, is concerning about my working shoes..because it is my second time my shoes had been throw away to somewhere by some chef management..first time throw my shoe bag below the ice machines..second time is inside dustbin..and i dunno why also..

IF THEY HAD BOUGHT A STORAGE CABINET FOR US TO PUT OUR SHOES, WHAT FOR THEY STILL THROW AWAY THE SHOES WHICH WE PUT INSIDE THE CABINET..STUPID PEOPLE DOING STUPID THINGS

these 2 things is enough for me to be pissed off..spageddies getting worst and worst..and for that i decided next week i shall work 1 day only..and that will be one weekday ONLY!..if they weekend not enough staffs I DONT GIVE A DAMN!..since they can dont give a damn to us too, what for i care..
and also alot of people is quitting already as well..i think it is really time for me to go too..well not to go die but thinking of quitting already..shall see and decide..for the time being, heck care spag..

finally, the list of things which spag had screw me up with;

1) screw up my pay
2) screw up my shoes
3) screw up my working hours
4) screw up our staff meal
5) screw up our PH pay rate
6) screw up our staff privilages

January 14

YO..first post in year 2009!!..ya and is like after 14 days then update..booo

..anyway my celebration for both eve and new year day were great..eve go esplanade count down and new year day..stayed at home sleep..i also forgot what i had done already..nevermind ~~

So as for today..was a FEEL LIKE GOING TO DIE day..tooo tiredddd...
went to school today..cause today is special need to go back school see the dumb FYP exhibition..meet zack waikiat and patrick with his 2 friends to eat at causeway there before going to school..and quite regretted going back cause i spent like 5 mins?? at there..which i just like walking around without looking at the stuffs there..WASTE TIME!!..

after finish 'touring' around went to orchard with zack waikiat and patrick..zack and waikiat went to look for jobs from borders, isetan, one of the building beside lido mac, and to takashimaya tower A and to takashimaya tower B..touring around orchard today...after that ziqi meet us and waikiat and zack they 3 continue go look for jobs..then accompany patrick go paragon buy his friend present..and after that i go work..sian still need to go work dinner..lucky lucky lucky today not so busy..slacking day..end of the day still got pizza..not bad not bad..
went back home and feel like dying already..hope i can still go schol tomorrow..AND I STILL NEED TO GO WORK AFTER SCHOOL T_T