Its about something deep inside

稻香 (fragrant rice)

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不该继续往前走
为什么人要这么的脆弱 堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足 珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要这么容易就想放弃
就像我说的 追不到的梦想
换个梦不就得了 为自己的人生鲜艳上色
先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机 现在终于飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐
赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了
谁在偷笑呢
我靠着 稻草人 吹着风 唱着歌 睡着了
哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

Listen closely to my thoughts

Thursday, September 25, 2008

september 25

And i got nothing to blog about..lol..Not much things going on these few days..

i just:

HOME-->SCHOOL-->WORK(optional)-->HOME...

HOME-->SCHOOL-->HOME...

boring right..lol..

and i feel quite stress now..most of my friends are attached and I still single..maybe i am weird??..maybe..i dunno..see my friends either got bf or gf had also made me want to get into a relationship...but it seems hard to get one....STRESS!!..

nvm..

so boring..haiz..

lets see..hmm:

Understanding Test coming, grades either B or C, PP advisor go to hell please, and school sucks...

Thursday, September 18, 2008

september 21

on a friday morning while in school..this is how i feel:

bastard, retard, ass, fuck, !@#$%^&*...very pissed with that advisor...argh..i really want to beat him up..argh...RP FACI OR ADVISOR OR WHATEVER PEOPLE ONLY KNOWS HOW TO TALK ONLY...FUCK THEM LA!!!...
ask me to rework on my PP..cause i didn show 'critical thinking' and 'dilligent work'..so smart why not you do la...

-bad mood- in the morning...

and P.S advsior: GO TO HELL!!

.....back to blogging...

and friday after school went to chomp chomp with johan and vishal..tat time went with pasta family is close but lucky we go is open..reach there bout 5 plus..damn early reaching there and thanks to vishal for that...order stingray and sotong and satay to share..den i hungry ghost order one more pork chops for myself..ooo..food was quite ok..and oh ya order this mango sago as well for desert...most of the stores there were on TV before..all local channels had been there and newspaper report also..after finish eating went to changi aiport there..vishal not feeling well so he went home..so me and johan went take 27 and to changi airport...visited terminal 3..most shop open already and the whole place is like citylink..lol..walk around terminal 3 shops and viewing mall, which we cant view anything there=.=, and went food court eat something..about 10plus take skytrain to terminal 2 den take 858 to woodland..from there take 963 home..
AND I SPEND ALOT ON FRIDAY....!!..feel guilty..

and oh ya, several things had been happened to me lately..lets see:

1) my latest salary short alot..thanks to cpf..
2) i have to buy less, eat less, drink less and spend less..and thats a bad thing..
3) PP!!..argh...
4) lost my hp charger recently..
5) bad hair day almost everyday..
.....

it might not seems that alot but...IT SUCKS!!..

ok..that all..and i am blogging at 5.09am..not sleeping still..lol

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and today whole day at home..get to sleep until i shuang..lol..
next week doesn't have much activity going except schooling an working...=(
and i guess now i should be more careful in buying dairies product next time...means now i cant buy cheap chocolate, mil, cookies..wtf!!!..what a scandal sia..
and there are some few things i want to do:

1) buy a new portable hardisk(if got any cheap and good quality one recommend me pls!!)

2) kill my advisor..LOL!

3) outing with friends..

4) I WANNA LEARN DANCING..!!!..

doesn't sound to demanding right..hmm...and i feel very STRESS AND F*CKED UP whenever i think of PP..screw PP BIG TIME!!!...

september 18

MY PP HAVEN APPROVE YET!!!..and what the hell la..suppose to meet my advisor but there are like alot of 'barriers' which actually stopped me..like for today, i suppose to find him at his office at block W1 there..den when i enter the lift..i cant access to level 7..and why...is because i need a freaking staff pass to access to level 7..=.=
den once again been postpone to tomorrow..PP is damn troublesome.....

nvm...yesterday went out with cass to catch a movie and for dinner..went to eat at centerpoint food store..and the food store there only got one store which sell fishball noodles..yeah still call food store ah..bluff people only..=.=...den after eat walk awhile den slack at cineleisure there and wait for the movie time..we catch Boys over flowers the movie...



..to be honest..i think that the taiwan F4 is abit abit more handsome than the japan one..hmm..cause in the movie the one who act as meizuo is like old...=.=..i think..NO OFFENCE TO THOSE WHO LIKE THEM...
den after the movie..went to swensen to eat as i am hungry again..order seafood pasta and a milkshake which cost $1..cool..thanks cass...after finish eating went take 700A with cass den alight at far east change bus..

AND I GONNA NOT SKIP SCHOOL AGAIN...try =)..

and ya..this is quite stupid but cute..



and one more thing..omg i found my twin brother...take a look at 0.00 to 0.01 second..is very fast so must pay close attention..



OMG..!!look like me SIA!!!and i have the similar shirt also..JIAN GUI LE!!

Sunday, September 14, 2008

september 14

...Finally ended my chiong-ing of work this week..was really damn tired...friday did not went school..den went work at evening..and i was the only part-time chinese server for the evening..wa sian..but lucky the day end quite alrite..
saturday was ok..corny yonghui and weiliang was working so dun feel that bored..phew...den junlong roy and weekiat suddenly call me and jio me go out after work..cos weekiat managed to get his dad car and so he can lompang us go out..COOLZ MAN!!..lol..den meet them at cineleisure there den we go to changi village there..there nothing much to see, as in bapok..saw only like 1 2 only..den slack at coffeeshop there for while and went to changi beach..slack bout 2 den decide to go mount faber..but change to labourdor park..wa there damn very relaxing sia..the scenary there is very nice..and cooling..a very good place to slack at but the only problem is no bus go in..=.=..slack about 4am plus den decide go home already..weekiat send me home first den after that the rest...tired seh...but was fun..thanks kiat!!..
..sunday morning my throat pain..OMG!!..it is like something stuck inside my throat and is paining..argh zzz..so no choice have to tolerate the pain and go work s2..today sarah corny dinie and weiliang was working so lucky again not very bored..and not very busy..lucky..cos i dun want to talk much cos throat pain..IRRITATING!!..after work corny they all go out while me and sarah go clementi there eat..eat and talk till like 1150 like that she go off already..den take bus home sweet home!!...

but tmr got school..=.=..others holidays i schooling..=.=..not fair..=.=

next week my schedule is full again!!..but not working is go out..finally....

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

september 10

'Sometime i really wonder if i am always being too nice to some people..or always too stupid to think for myself first and always think for others people..
and too nice in agreeing what people say and being too stupid to actually do what they ask me to do..in the end they just want to take advantge of your kindness and stupidness..'

STOP TAKING ME FOR GRANTED...ID*OTS AND B*TCHES...


argh been facing some problem lately...that why for the remarks..


and also..as for my PP...i am very unwilling to redo it without a valid reason.. and i gonna write to my that 'ADVISOR(which he didn advice me that much) and ask him why..
wat the shit...ask me redo without pointing out my mistakes..isn't is really dumb..

--sometime i really see no point in doing things which i been asked to do--..
--a very good example is PP--..useless..

sorry for any harsh remarks..



moody...

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

september 9

Argh shit..was expecting that my PP would be approve..even if auto accept i am ok with it..but shit it..need redo..waste my time only...and my advisor is very nonsense..not only he ask me rework and the reason he gave is also nonsense..
this is what he write:

'You are supposed to do a profile of a company, its management etc in the italian food industry and not about the work experience of chief, cooks or part-time staff. In addition,the report is full of grammer errors, spelling mistakes, e.g. what do U meant by "PEST" analyzes? Is it about PEST control that the company has?'

WHAT A DUMB AND STUPID REASON HE GAVE..he is dumb..i had already mentioned in my scope that time i would do interview and do the analysis and most important is that he APPROVED that time..doesnt he know it.??..DUMBSHIT!!..very BU SHUANG now...i bet he just anyhow see anyhow grade and anyhow disapprove me..=.=

BULLSHIT LA!!!


anyway..today lesson was Manufacturing planning and control module..is smth like engineering cost decision..die..need excel again..=.=
but lucky my team help me and i managed to do..but still i volunteer to do the theroy part and i avoid doing excel..den after school went meet pasta family at marina square...decide to go MADAM LIM cafe to eat at singapore flyers there..
To my surprise i saw remy and tiger at there..long time never see them le..den heard ah ming also work there too..WA..mus go visit them next time i go..cool!!..
oh ya..forget to describe the cafe..is basically like spaghetti too @ imm style..they sell local food like laska chicken rice..but got sell western food also..not bad la the food..after that went jalapeno pepper look for crayson..no customers there one..very slack..den after awhile go off already..shuyi and andy go off first den me yonghui and tanglin went to suntec..find and bought their shoes and havanas den slack at opposite millenium walk there..eating mochi ice-cream..=.=
..den they take bus to orchard den change bus and i take straight bus 97 home..phew TIRED SEH....!!!..tmr working till 6...den need to rework my stupid PP..ARGH!!..



...STUPID ADVISOR...

Saturday, September 6, 2008

september 6

Omg..i feel guilty today la at work today!!..haiz shall not say much if not worst..

today work was quite ok for both lunch and dinner..nite time only me and weiliang chinese part time only..NO FRIENDS!!lol....was overcrowded with staffs=.=..too many already..haha..nothing much happened today at work except had some problem with the last customers when we are going to close..zzz..partly was my fault also..hope everything wil be ok asap..=(
...well next week be chiong-ing quite alot even though my school start..i must be out of my mind-.=...well tmr shall go cut my hair..long, messy and starting to irritate me already..hope wont be ugly..=)

ok..nth much to blog also..except for i be feeling guilty!!..WA SIAN!!..

change my blog song to something HIGH!!..show luo YI ZHI DU XIU..一支独秀

ok lets see next week my time-table:

Monday - schooling, meeting weekiat after school

Tuesday - schooling, pasta family gathering

Wednesday - working till 6

Thursday - schooling, gyming with roy maybe after school

Friday - schooling, working dinner

Saturday Sunday - working s2


--tired--

Friday, September 5, 2008

september 5

i hate to blog about emo stuffs..but i suddenly feel like doing that..

''I AM LOST..WHAT AM I THINKING!!..''

shall say it all..



ok..back to my daily life blogging..school starts yesterday..as you guys and gals knows already i am in E44H..got my class photo also so can see who is in my class.
Well, first day of school is always quiet for most of us..i am too..the problem for the day is damn easy man..is about asking us to improve on several school facilities..seriously, how is engineering related to that??...i still dun quite get it..lol..and my team members was with 4 other new friends...damn paiseh so did not talk much...but they are friendly and very nice to talk with...we played viwawa wahjong the first day liao!!..haha..den also got went down with my team to canteen buy something together..can say that is a very fast progress..=)..after school went home sleep..in the end evening sleep too much at night i cant sleep...zzz...

Den today second day of school..was late cause of the rain..=.=..today module was quite ok..was like inventory management last time..had know 3 more new people from my class..haha slowly slowly know all..den after school went work dinner at spageddies paragon..alot of brocoli(chio bu) sia..haha..but i think i look terrible..hair messy and curl so think they wont look at me =p..very bei yao bai i know..haha..finish work eat staff meal den takeaway one spaghetti ham and mushroom for family tmr...tired....

FINALLY...MY PP IS DONE!!!..but haven approved..pray pray hope can approve..tolong tolong...haha..



--feel emo again--..what the hell am i thinking??!!??...

argh....

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

september 2

LIFE SUCKS LA!!...especially when you haven complete your PP..wtf!!..date due is coming man...omg..=.=

anyway..2 more days school reopen already..damn fast..have to change class again..but lucky my new class got last semester e46f kaiser..at least someone i know..haha..hope we can get along with each other in the new class..and finally i managed to tahan long working hours at spageddies..been working like 4 days straight this past week..need some rest..
hmm i had spent holidays well i think..spend 70% working, 20% playing and rest and 10% doing PP =x..that why i cant seem to finished my PP till now..lol...well during the holidays on last saturday is amazing that i am not working..meet up with pasta family members for dinner then to my house for mahjong..den went eat at clementi west there for their XO fish head bee hoon..heard from randy their XO fish head bee hoon is nice..so went to try it and ya..it really taste not bad..and to our surprise we saw derrick he wei jian..project superstar 1 contestant..so qiao..den after dinner went sheng siong buy some drinks and ice cream for later mahjong session..walk back to my house den start playing mahjong..play like till 11 something they went back already...
cool..so rare saturday never work then some more never go out to town area..RARE!!..

Sunday went out with masamil larry danads johan and aaron at bugis there..cause it is masamil last few day of freedom before he go in NS..den meet them at bugis then went eat at food court..den walk around very bored den went inside macdonald to slack..suppose to go to chinatown see fireworks but cancel in the end..danads and aaron then went back first..me and the rest then continue to roam around bugis..after that went to play KOF2002 awhile..woo amazing i still can win 4 rounds straight..long time never play already..den larry and masamil went off first so me and johan went roam around again..well guess what..I SINNED!!..you know why..cause i waste my money go buy flesh imp shirt..lol..SO MANY SHIRT ALREADY STILL BUY!!
well whatever sale they got i will not miss it..that my motto..=)..den bought 3 shirts which is a different kind of design from last time..which is $49..consider quite cheap..den went to buy a black tie also from bugis village cause is to match my white formal flesh imp(AGAIN!) shirt..hehe..after everything done accompany johan take 190 from cathay to panjang then 922 to his house there as it was still early..after that 176 home...
NEXT THING WHICH I WANT TO BUY..A SKINNIES JEAN!!..=)

YESTERDAY...ROT AT HOME =.=

TODAY(is not the newspaper name =s) went to meet samantha at bugis for KTV session as we last time planned already..then went to TOP ONE ktv there which is behind bugis junction..there actually quite cheap because one of the price package there is monday-friday 11am to 6pm is $16 nett..which means you can sing for 7 hours!!..then they got free flow drinks for some choice as well..consider quite a good deal..songs quite ok..i managed to find the songs i want from there..was singing like from emo songs to high-ing songs..coolz..then 6pm after last song we go off already..and was..raining =.=
zzz..then faster chiong to bugis junction there..walk around at bugis while samantha was waiting for her friend..suppose to meet weekiat but in the end cancel..about
730pm samantha take train to cityhall meet her friend while i walk around bugis for awhile..after bored already went home...in the end i overslept =.=...lucky miss 1 stop only...

GOODBYE..thanks for viewing...and oh ya before i go...THIS AMAZED ME VERY MUCH!!



SALUTE HIM..!!hahah

and oh ya..my new class E44H..spend quite some time editing..zzz..



sorry the picture is very small..

1989-1994->

  • mommy boy

1995-1996->

  • at kindergarten

1997-2001->

  • at qifa primary school

2002-2006->

  • at tanglin secondary school

2007-now->

  • at republic poly - W26q, W25p, E46F

wanted list

  • get into a relationship(when??)
  • earn more $(when will it happen?)
  • new shoes(got it)
  • new image
  • go clubbing
  • contact lenses (got it)
  • have more nice shirt(alot of fresh imp shirts)
  • make more friends (hmmm...)
  • get rid of my emo-ness in morning
  • graduate from rp
  • enough sleep everyday (can nv seems to have it =p)

workplace

  • tanglin mall-spageddies
  • paragon-spageddies

dislikes

  • blast their mp3 speaker very loud [stupid and irritating]
  • lizard
  • loneliness (very!!)
  • lousy dinner
  • no common sense people
  • no life people
  • not enough sleep
  • people who anyhow make assumptions
  • people who follow blindly
  • people who talk loudy (very!!)
  • people who vent their anger on me
  • stay at home on weekend (very!!)
  • tanjong pajah (very!!)

what i am good at

  • - doing stupid things
  • - downloading songs
  • - imagine nonsense things
  • - influence by others easily
  • - knowing all buses in singapore
  • - make people laugh
  • - play kof
  • - remebering chinese songs lyrics
  • - remembering things except studying
  • - singing
  • - slacking
  • - sleeping
  • - stoning

prefered music

  • CHINESE MUSIC ONLY
  • from david tao(very much..!!)
  • from wang lee hom
  • from jay chou
  • from S.H.E