Its about something deep inside

稻香 (fragrant rice)

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不该继续往前走
为什么人要这么的脆弱 堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足 珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要这么容易就想放弃
就像我说的 追不到的梦想
换个梦不就得了 为自己的人生鲜艳上色
先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机 现在终于飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐
赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了
谁在偷笑呢
我靠着 稻草人 吹着风 唱着歌 睡着了
哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

Listen closely to my thoughts

Friday, September 28, 2007

september 28

hey hi...hv been MIA for quite some time le..sry to those who r fans of my blog..haha..very bhb..
=x
tdy like normal lo..wake up at 7 den prepare everything n bout 8 leave hse..reach rp at 9 plus..den reach class le..gt tis indian faci which is our enterprise faci....i tink he quite guai lan..n oso make us do alot of unnecessary thing lo..like upload PDT, WS and wat all sorts nonsense..where gt like tt one sia last time..zzzz..den tdy the cls suddenli gt create some internal joke..haha..cnt tell u all =x ...but gt racist one la..haha..kk..jus tell abit..
gt miss bend over, chocolate chocolate, wat colour.....i tink tt all..haha..is damn funny sia..second wk onli den like tt alr..ahahaha..shall continue tis on mon.. =p
yaya btw...tdy is niki bday n one of my cls mate bday oso..hmm.dun rmb her name..sob..but we gt help her celebrate her bday..but she cnt eat the cake cos she is fasting...lol...den mus wait till 7 den she can eat...lol...den for niki, the few of us chip in money to buy her a bday cake..is an ice cream cake..
den we all crash in to her cls n sing her happy bday song....n we cut the cake using a CHOPPER..wth...mus thx norman..lol...n we eat using our hand..no plate n no tissue..zz..den i stupid stupid go touch the dry ice n kena burn.....like bodo like tat..haha..anyway..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NIKI AND MY CLASSMATE (forgot her name..=x )
aft sch..wen to meet johan for dinner n follow him go buy usb cable..in e end cnt find..den aft tt take 143 home..soooo manyyyy ppl sia..reach home alr den do wat...
SLACK...i lazy but cool...hehe...

Monday, September 17, 2007

september 17

hey hi..its been soooo longgggg since i blog lo..nw back..hehe

so lets start with wat had happen to antipasto...(me) today...let see...

so today is my sch holidays end liao..sianz lo..holidays quite short n my frien in np sch holidays haven end yet lo..still gt fews more wks of holidays... T_T.. :/
so i have to wake early today and do the same lo like last time...but tdy doesnt feel so tired cos ytd slp early..den reach sch hv to go my new class...is w25p...jus below my former class..w26q..
den lucky my new class gt martin..if nt i alone veri sian lo cos all new faces..but nw at least gt martin..haha....den tdy module is math..new faci name is wilbur..nt pan wei bo..haha.. --'
..ok fine let go on..den tdy math is nt quite hard...is bout patterns and numbers n all stuff..den the faci oso nt like so fierce one..he quite nice...but he gt tis star doll ting where he say anyone who kena tis doll wil hv to

1st: ask question
2nd: give comment
3rd: SAY A LAME JOKE..!!

lol rite...haha..is quite fun tis faci..my class oso is quite fun..hope our class can get along well tgt in e future..
den aft sch go danads hse there take back my ez-link card..go wit alan..take 963...very very long n i jus sleep like a zhu...haha..
reach harbourfront..alan go eat cos he hungry n i go danads hse..den kinki, danads dog..as usual la..wil come n lick ppl n crawl onto ppl when there r visitor..den lick mi n i kena abit scratches on my hand..zzz...lol..but he stil veri cute la..haha...den aft tt my hp no batt liao aft i go off..kns..send alan msg he didn receive cos send halfway batt went flat...we suppose to meet at vivo bus stop there but who noe he nt there...den i walk like crazy go find him..stil cnt find him..so i

1st--- walk from vivo bus stop to harbourfront bus stop
2nd--- den harbourfront bus stop to opp food center..
3rd--from food center to bus stop below
4th--from tt bus stop den wen back to opp bs stop...

DIAO...i walk so much lo..den stil cnt him..aiya..i jus heck care den take 143 home..reach home den call him..he say he frien call him last min ask him go do wat project..diao..thx leh..last min..zzz..

-the end-

so tt wat happen lo..n tmr is the 2nd day wit my new class..n is problem solvin module..quite like tis module..so hope tmr the faci wil b a gd faci..dun giv mi those kns one can liao..haha..

-byezz-

Thursday, September 6, 2007

september 7

tdy i was late for work SIA!!!..zzz..hv to take cab lo..no choice...super waste $$ lo..i m nw tryin to save up man..charlie ah..u r indeed !@#$%^&*&^%$#@#$%....lol...wake up ur idea!!!!! lol
den tdy was mi n ah wei ge aka wei quan aka quan r the 2 part timer workin....haha..
bout 3 like tt spag no customer already den gabriel ask mi n wei ge go clean those cans display on top of shelves..wth..hv to climb up n down n clean e cans sia..ee..sucks lo..!! i hv a bit of fears in ht tt y i was veri nt willin to clean...but in e end i still do it..no choice..mi n wei ge both takes turn n go up take e cans down n wipe..clean till 4 like tt den finally clock out..ai seh..shiock..den alex veri nice treat us 1 brownie n chzcake for us to share..thx yo..Mr alex aka 'Mr Hot Tea..'haha.. :p
den andy ask mi to go paragon there send a packet of asiago chz n take some liquors from there oso..but first wei ge hv to go see e dentist for his teeth b4 we go to paragon..so we go to his dentist clinic..he go in den i wait outside for him..wa piang..si bei sian ah..nth better to do take some stupid pics..haha...


i was bored..!!


i was VERY bored!!


right side view of mi


nw is the left side view of mi


the chairs at e dentist clinic..its a tooth shape chair..

hmm..i was bored la tt y nth better to do go take photos..haha..den aft weiquan finish liao we headed to paragon man...pass e stuff to e senior chef there den he pass mi e liquor..wa sai eh..cheat mi sia lo..thought onli gt like 2 to 3 bottles to take but who noes..got 6 bottles!!!!kns..lucky nt i 1 person take sia..if nt gg liao ah..haha..den bring em back to spag..
bout to start work soon..den tdy gt onli 1 long top reservation..den same station as lae lae..mus train her hw to take order all tt..
den i go teach her can almost faint n vomit blood..piang..she quite blur la..hv to explain to her 3 times at least den she can understand it..but when tell her smth..aft 5 mins she wil forget..lol..it was quite tough..i tink i teach ppl hw to be runner better..haha..can see tt she nt veri focus wen i try to explain to her smth n oso look lost as well..n dunno bout e thing which i had explain to her..i veri sad..sob sob..haha..but cnt blame her oso la..hope she slowly learn lo..
den gt tis long top reservation guest come in liao n order quite alot..they veri hardcore oso..wen is already closin time they still come n order from bar..crayson no choice but to let em lo..poor anil oso..he e barman ma n hv to do alot of order n hv to do closin oso..den they cnt seem to order everything in 1 shot..aft 2 mins order 1 liquor..den aft few while another order coffee..wth..n hey go walk in to e kitchen n see see..tink wat sia..shoppin center ah..lol..tis goes on bout 10.30 den they FINALLY go off liao..oh yeah..but they spent like $500 ++ like tt..alot sia..
den off liao veri high..take stupid photos again..here here..


mr wine guy


spageddies warriors..!!


hmm..doesnt seem too right..haha


my bus 105 is comin!!

aft work take 105 home-ing..cool man..oh yeah..b4 go home go pay my hp bill first den i oso gt saw issac at near my hse petrol station bus stop there..aft tt go home..eat, online, slack n slp.....tmr workin s2 at spag paragon..finally..tmr is the last s2 for wed thurs n fri..aft tt i off liao..shiok..!!!
ok byezz..quite a long post it is..

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

september 6

tdy help corny work lunch at spag tm..almost late for work but heng heng can reach on time..den gabriel nt in spag..they say he go moonfish there get something n wil come back later...hmm..tt time no manager sia..hw can rite..wat if suddenli smth happen nid him sia..lucky dun hv..lol..
n veri angry sia tdy oso in e noon..it was actually nt my fault one den tt gabriel say as if is mine lo..nt mi sia..actually wat happen is tt there is 2 customers..one order fish n chips n e other is order chk caeser salad..den aft tt wen pay e bill..they call gabriel n tell him tt they nt happy tt y charge em so ex for their meal..den gabriel sort of 'scold' mi tt y didn i tell em we gt set lunch menu oso..hw i noe sia..cos tdy set menu no fish n chips n they order ala carte fish n chips..if hv in e SL menu rite i wil tell em de ma..i wont be so stupid till like lo..i work so long liao lo..he say wat i shld nt tell em tt we gt sell SL chzcake oso..den in e end they wil ask y we didn tell em we gt set lunch menu all nonsense..wa piang..like tt oso my fault ah..is nt i was e one who tell em we gt see SL desert lo..so pissed off...aiya heck care them la..nt my fault oso..simpy dun like ppl to hv doubt in my ability..especially e fact tt i work for 2 damn yrs liao leh.so simple thing i dunno hw to handle meh..knn...dun care much la...
..serene tell mi tt 'she' nw gt a little bit scare of mi liao..cos i gt tell 'her' tt i like her more than one time..tt y she abit scare liao..omg..i dun wan tt to happen one..mayb i shld go say sry to her..n let us return back to e days like we use to be..i wil hv to learn to kan kai yi dian..n cnt be to impatient for tis kind of thing..serene told mi oso be her close frien den slowly step by step..hmm..i tink she right..i shld nt b so rush..thx serene for ur advice..i mus change myself..
..den crayson come back from e bank..his face is no mood one lo..den noe tt he sick..tt y like no mood..hope crayson well get well soon..
aft eat dinner at tm spag..take off to paragon dere work dinner..quite slam tdy at there..den onli randy 1 management there onli..e rest go home liao..he zai lo..let em go home rest.. he steady la..haha..den work as server at station 5-7.. but wat i wan is to try to b runner leh..so i can learn more ma..server oso sian if do so many time..
..den i rmb they gt call indian customers 'IMM in da hse..' wen they come in..haha..cnt tell u all wat it means..haha..is quite racist de lo..but if u wan to noe..ask mi on msn..haha..i tell u..other den tt..my mouth is =x thx for ur understanding...HAHA lol
den as usual lo..last call at 930 den close at 10...take 143 go home..listen to my music..
reach home sian sia..see so many plate lying around..kns..everytime like tt one..all wait 4 mi come back wash..wth..den hv to reheat e food n soup myself..i veri piss lo..hw come i mus everytime i diy one..cnt they help mi meh..i tink my family dun the hell noe wat i wan..damn sad..everytime like tt one..see liao no mood..haiz..

impatient, pissed off, sad...

hope tmr wil b fine..

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

september 5

off tdy..no work..i happy...haha..tdy went out wit cassan corny wei quan n serene to go find henry..meet cassan corny n weiquan at bt panjang there first den to tanglin mall find serene..den serene tell us tt henry gt no work tdy at California pizza there..wa piang..sad sia..all come liao den cnt go..zzz...gt to plan to go other places lo like tt..lol
den decide go causeway pt there eat...ya speakin of eat..i haven eat from i wake up at 1230 to 630 tdy..new record..haha..let continue..den corny gt to ta bao dinner for his ah ma first den can join us go eat.. den we go eat at pastamania there..eat till veri full sia..can die ah so full lo..lol..
aft tt we go walk walk at causeway pt there..saw lisa workin at a chinese restaurant there..quite long didn see her work at spag liao..btw lisa..WAT A COOL SHIRT!!..haha...
den gt one time i laugh till like mad sia..cos corny was tellin bout lisa bout e tips money ma..den he haven speak finish lisa heck care him sia den zao liao n go do her thing..haha..den wat is e most funni is corny his face..his face damn shag..haha..i cnt stop laughing sia..FUNNI..!!!HAHA
den aft tt we go continue walk around..den we walk into a gift shop..i saw a lamp which is veri RA..it is a human shape lamp n it is a guy..e on off switch is at e..erm..'down there'..den cassan n serene both on n off e switch alot of time..erm...is weird wen a gal do tis..haha...
aft tt we decide to go marina sq spag eat desert..reach there bout going to last call liao..order brownie, italian choco cake tiramisu n cheesesticks....we veri high there..mi n corny try to take pics of serene n cassan but tt cassan always try to siam us..zzz...even we pretend act act try to take still fail..she veri sensitive wen there is a cam..haha lol...aft finish everything..in e end is i treat them..they bluff mi sia..ask mi pay first den aft i pay liao they say thank you to mii..zzz..haha..nvm la jus treat them lo..they say treat mi back next time...no prob man..aft tt they wanna go home..take 960 wit them n change to 176 wen reach panjang to go home...
tmr hv to work lunch for corny at tanglin mall n dinner shift at paragon...mus work mus work...haha...
so see ya..

btw..

STICKY CHEWY CHOCOLATE..!!!!

Sunday, September 2, 2007

september 2

when i look at my friendster profile..i suddenli found tis poem in my profile..haha..i almost forgot tt i wrote it b4..lol..
so here it is..

Mr Friendly Guy...

When you look at me, i dont know what to do,
When you talk to me, i afraid tat i might say wrong things that you might dislike,
When you talk to other guys, i felt jealous,
When you dont talk to me, i feel lonely,
When we had the time to be together, i hope this would last forever,
When i am with you, i want to make you happy,
SO..,
When you read this, i hope you will know,
that i want to be with you..

Be my valentine..

haha..sound emo rite..lol..tis is last time i write to someone de..hmm..cnt tell who is it oso..its a BU NENG SHOU DE MI MI..lol..
anyway..i sunddenli tink tt i can go be a poet or a composer liao..compose a song using the above poem n the last time i rite one oso..haha..

but hor..if u wan to kope it n paste it somewhere rite..pls tell mi first..at least i noe tt someone like my workpiece..haha...thx thx..COOL!!!

Saturday, September 1, 2007

september 1

ytd gt no mood to blog sia...so didn write bout wat happen ytd..but brieftly tell lo..
ytd went back to tanglin sec visit teachers..saw alot of teachers..mr tan eng wee, mr goh, mrs sulaiman and alot..haha..cnt name all...pai seh...

so tdy i off..shiok..can go out agian on a sat..HAPPY!!! haha...tdy went to go meet alan at 3 at clementi there..he say he going to far east there buy new hp..i was like surprise lo..cos his former hp haven use for a yr den he gonna change it liao...he damn rich lo..hahah...den he go buy the nokia 6300 i tink...quite nice la n is quite slim...but sry ah...tt kind of hp is nt my right type..dun feel like changing my hp nw even though i use for 1 yr plus liao..haha...
aft go buy hp liao..we go do something which we didn do for quite long liao...take bus for a spin!!!haha sound funni rite..is actually last time we wil take any bus and take from interchange to interchange n wat we wil do...see e view n nua there.. we jus kan feng jin tat it...haha..we gt nth better to do i tink..lol
den we take 105 to serangoon first den 109 from there to changi village...reach changi village den we eat at e hawker there...alot of ppl there n food oso...but e food is nice..gt time mus go there eat...aft eat liao take 59 from changi v to bishan...continue the spin...reach bishan liao den walk around to c hv any wallet shop anot cos alan wan to buy wallet..but sad la..he dun like e design there...den we go play arcade..we go n play for while den go liao...
den suddenli i found a earpiece cover in my jeans pocket...whaaaaa!!! finally i found it..cos i lost it last time n dunno where i put but nw i gt it back liao..veri happy...n nw can hear my music player wit better sound quality...oh yeah...
den reach clementi..alan force mi to accompany go walk home together wit him.. - -' ...i wan to take bus lo cos lazy to walk...thx leh alan...zzz..den reach home another shockin ting...

THERE IS ONE MORE EARPIECE COVER IN MY WARDROBE...WTH...!!!!
n i nv see tt..it was there all along...wa piang..eye gt stamp ah..lol..nvm la..can find it can liao...tmr gtg enjoy my music while on e way to go work...OH YEAH...!!
work s2 tmr...sian....

so...


THAT ALL FOLKS.....bye!!!

1989-1994->

  • mommy boy

1995-1996->

  • at kindergarten

1997-2001->

  • at qifa primary school

2002-2006->

  • at tanglin secondary school

2007-now->

  • at republic poly - W26q, W25p, E46F

wanted list

  • get into a relationship(when??)
  • earn more $(when will it happen?)
  • new shoes(got it)
  • new image
  • go clubbing
  • contact lenses (got it)
  • have more nice shirt(alot of fresh imp shirts)
  • make more friends (hmmm...)
  • get rid of my emo-ness in morning
  • graduate from rp
  • enough sleep everyday (can nv seems to have it =p)

workplace

  • tanglin mall-spageddies
  • paragon-spageddies

dislikes

  • blast their mp3 speaker very loud [stupid and irritating]
  • lizard
  • loneliness (very!!)
  • lousy dinner
  • no common sense people
  • no life people
  • not enough sleep
  • people who anyhow make assumptions
  • people who follow blindly
  • people who talk loudy (very!!)
  • people who vent their anger on me
  • stay at home on weekend (very!!)
  • tanjong pajah (very!!)

what i am good at

  • - doing stupid things
  • - downloading songs
  • - imagine nonsense things
  • - influence by others easily
  • - knowing all buses in singapore
  • - make people laugh
  • - play kof
  • - remebering chinese songs lyrics
  • - remembering things except studying
  • - singing
  • - slacking
  • - sleeping
  • - stoning

prefered music

  • CHINESE MUSIC ONLY
  • from david tao(very much..!!)
  • from wang lee hom
  • from jay chou
  • from S.H.E