october 22

hmm..a few day blog once is weird..i tink la..k nvm..i random..haha..
tdy monday blues...at first is alrite..but wen reach cls..wilbur say tdy is vb..den i =.= and --' ...wth..dun like vb..I HATE VB..VB SUCKS...haha..den as usual la..open p/s..vb problem is always so difficult for mi..den i look look n try try...dunno wat is it..jus hv to depend on my team le..vb i realli cannot nia..haha..den my team tdy gt martin, farizan, hidaya, hakim n me...den most of the ting is done by farizan..thx man..cos most of us duno..bleh...den first breakout le..follow em go down..nv eat cos i wait till second break den eat...den ta bao for kai wen cos he say he wan to do vb..WTH..act hardworkin onli..usually he wil come down n join us..eee..veri fake..haha..opps =x
den second meet i stil blur..discuss abit den proceed to 2nd break..cool...den i thought fatin they all wanna go down eat.but they are going to causeway to buy cake for farizan..cos is her bday tdy..haha..den i solo go down buy lo..but b4 tat...go down tap my ezlink cos tdy gt ce talk..tap liao den zao liao..haha..bad..den ta bao nasi lemak go up..den wen i buy..there is tis guy beside mi ordering..wa piang..like gay sia..the way he talk...n veri fussy oso..i rmb he tell auntie tt..

:'eh auntie ah..i wan the egg hor..mus b liquid liquid one'..

piang.. --' ...i was like..pause n er...fine..jus buy n go...haha..den go up cls eat..bout 1 plus they all come back leh..they buy sponge cake i tink...den gt whipped cream..cos they wan to sabo..bad sia..n gt chocolate oso..decorate the cake..den farizan come back..sing her bday song..den aft tt...ITS HELLLLL....!!!! we play wit whipped cream n anyhw spray...i kena oso sia..wth..lucky a bit onli..on my face n hair..shit..den pepsi wan to spray mi outside class..den we do til the whole floor kena..haha..wat to do...we go borrow mop from auntie..n den i mop the floor..n niki saw n laugh....zzz..haha....n thx ah pepsi..u spray i mop.. --' ..sad...den aft tt go back class do work..den suddenli aina say wat i hurt miza leg..i was like..huh..wat..blur..!?!...den she say jus nw i open door..den she turn her head..den she hurt her leg..i was again..huh...huh...wat..??? mi ah..i duno leh seriously...sry le miza..didn saw u ma..opps..den presentin time..my mind stil haven come back yet..lala land...haha..dunno hw to present..den wilbur ask mi qn..he ask mi,

'how do you change to half of the face..' (vb question)

n my answer was.. :

'click start n shut down the computer..'

haha..wth rite..anyhw onli..den present finish play game..n aft 6p i ko liao..no energy..slp for while..den wake up liao..walk to mrt there wit kaiwen n martin..talk bout alot of tings..from bj to barney the dinosaur..haha..no link rite..lol...den take 187 to bp..den 176..crowded sia..den reach home bath..cos my hair gt whipped cream..wtf..nw better liao aft bath...yeah..=.=
den nw here blog n is rainin..can slp like a pig le..haha....
hmm...her bday comin..den duno wat to buy for her oso..maybe a watch or wallet or others..duno sia..den stil haven find out who create hey mama..who who who...pls tell mi..if nt..i wil be tt scapegoat..zz...sad sia..haha..k..bye..n sry miza..ur leg..booo...i bad..opps

and

TMR GOT UT..SHIT MAN...haha....!!

long post...

october 18

tdy gt bloody sci UT...damn..i tink i fail liao la..hahah..i anyhow do only..buang..shag cannot think(from roy)...aft tt go into lesson le...tdy is culture..n is bout racist n sexist..den the cls all say mi racist n sexist..cos of ORANGE CHOCOLATE SIA...haha..cos i ytd found out tt dunno who gt create one friendster to disturb orange chocolate..n everything from there veri bastard sia..i see liao n lmao..lol..rofl..wth..haha..si bei funni sia..den tdy i go back sch n they all say is i create tat friendster one..sad la..nt mi lo..i where gt time do all tis sia..den i cnt find out who do one sia..so til nw i m the 'main suspect'..zzz..sob sob la..haha...but i mus salute the one who do all tis..veri daring..wont scare die..haha..den first breakout most of us go down makan..den go back do work aft eat..second meet discuss ws n all stuff n 2nd break stay in cls...n i nv go for CE talk til nw..wtf..i promise myself tat mus go mus go tis sem..but sad la..i lazy tat y...i tink i no nid graduate le...haha..den in cls nth to do..surf net..no mood do work oso..den i go to her blog n see..but duno wat happen to her blog sia..mus gt those invited one den can view..wtf..gt such ting one ah..i tink is tat lol guy who did all tis..i piss off wit tat guy sia..wth is he trying to do..i dun tink he is doing the rite thing if he wan her to keep away from mi..like tat he is stupid n kental n idiot..pointless..pls dun anyhw make decision for her..u nt her..u fu*ker...(been force to say tis)
if i wrg him..den sad la..i hope can noe wat is happenin..dun wan to keep in the dark always..so pissed..
aft 3rd meetin finish..faci gt extra slide for us to prepare for out upcoming UT..anyway..thx yo..aft tt walk to mrt there wit fatinma miza they all...go bt panjang meet wei gege to go bugis...cos he wan to buy bag nia..take 960..kns..bus so packed sia..zzz..reach bugis go see his bag at bugis street...go some shop see n gt see one he like one..but we decide go bugis junction see if gt nicer anot..den go to zinc shop n buy his bag..den aft tt we eat at kfc n chill there for while..aft tt go buy shirt..i wan long sleeve shirt cos i dun hv..buy one at $18...quite nice..n wei shu buy polo T..he like those 25+ man sia..like those polo t shirt n those stuff..den i like hip hop style n like to oso dress young..i dun wan ppl to call mi uncle..damn sad u noe..haha..den i take 960 wit him back to panjang..n again..so packed..kns..cnt sit down..n oso i gt to carry my laptop..heavy...T_T...aft tt take 176 home..mus hurry hurry go home cos haven do rj...reach home lucky stil gt enuff time to do..do finish nw bloggin...N I FEELIN HUNGRY...WTF..i cnt eat cos wil grow fat..so fat..dun wan...gtg slp soon..see ya.....

Antipasto says: ...i m innocent sia..nt mi guys...i wont so bad..who create tat friendster pls admit..wont scold u de..haha..

october 13

tdy was a bored day man...even though it is a sat..still feelin bored sia..haha..
tdy nv go work cos i off..somemore tdy is 1 hr $8..i nv go work..haha..i mus be insane liao..dots..
suppose tdy is gt go out wit my online frien ester..but she last min cnt go..so haiz..no backup plan for mi oso..den call edward..ask him if he wan to go out..but tt horny man(edward) say he dun wan..he wan to stay at home..dots..den i tell him i call him back later if he gt change his mind..but in e end stil nv nia..cos i tink i noe he stil dun wan one..haha..den i ask alan to go eat swensen at jurong pt ltr..den i prepare every ting go down wait for bus..shit leh..wait for like 25 mins stil gt no bus..lol..finally aft 25 mins like tt come 2 bus 30 come..diao...wait for soooo longggg siaaaa...haha..reach jp go meet alan at swensen.. den i order quite alot..n my order is:

1) passion fruit cooler (drink)
2) calamari rings (starter)
3) chili fish pasta (subt ailo oilo) (main course)
4) swensen banana spilt..(desert)

well..seems sinful rite..haha..i always mus order complete meal when eat in restaurant..mus hv starter, main course, drinks n desert...haha..but overall the food is nice..den aft tt i first time use my citibank credit card to pay e bill..i wanna try if can work anot..n...IT WORKS..wow..haha..stupid --' ..lol
den aft eat..10 plus liao..go deposit $$ in bank..den i check n realise tt suddenli gt 100 plus bank in my acc..i was like ?!!?!!! WAT!! y gt 100 plus suddenli bank in..pay day stil haven come wat..n i stil cnt figure out wat was tt money..hmm..mus ask craysn tmr..den we wen arcade n i play for while..went home take 30 aft tt..den i go 7-11 see whether gt tings to buy anot..den dun hv..n go home liao..here blogging nw n watchin wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai.....see ya guys..tmr s2 at tanglin mall..happy working.. =)

October 8

ARGH...suddenli gt flu when come back home..piang...sufferin nw sia..idiot flu..--'
anyway i stil gt mood to blog...
tdy back to sch aft work at spag on sat sun...den tdy problem like wat like tt..it was hard..i dun understand sia..zz..den the class decide tt we all zao during 2nd break..so bad sia..like tt waste wilbur effort..so bad so bad..but most of us run away but some stay back in class..nvm lo..
den we all go causeway eat..but on our way..RAINING...na bui..so suai..den my foot wet like hell like tt..mus walk slow slow cos i scare i fall down later..den reach causeway we go banquet eat..the food there ex sia..waste my $$$..den eat finish we all discuss go where..den we decide go orchard there first n meet junlong..den roy say he go meet his gf den meet us ltr..peisi aka pepsi n lance nid to go off..cnt join us..zz..den we take mrt to somerset..on the way..i make fatiq laugh until she cry sia..haha..i bad i bad...den reach cine wait for junlong to come n aft he come..we go play pool..i stil noob at pool sia..sianzz..haha..bout 5 plus roy finally come..go paragon first cos alvin say he wanna go toilet..lol..oso is becos mi wan to go see spag ppl n roy wan to see his friends at his former work place oso..aft tt we go lucky plaza cos kai wen wanna buy toto.. -.- .. den i duno go buy $10 of quick pick for him..but wat he wan is onli $5.50 of quick pick onli..buy wrg..sry ah mr kai wen..btw..hope u win so $$ =)..den we go far east..walk halfway..RAIN AGAINNNN!!! idiot..den reach far east we go see which place to eat..cos fatiq they all fastin ma..n they wan to eat smth good aft the break fast time..finally decide go LJS to eat cos the restaurant they wan to go full liao..all gt reservation..den mus wait for 6.56pm den can start eat..again i bad..make em cry again sia wen the eatin..haha...cos i sing n dance to the song..umbrella..ella..a..a...haha
makan finish go mac there to slack for few while b4 go home...they do rj at there..i eat sundae den sit down there nua..rot there..haha..aft tt we all go home le...i take 143 go back..den reach home..rj..friendster..wwe..youtube..blogging...hehe..k i stil gt a bit flu..sob..hope tmr wil alrite le..

but b4 i go...i would like to say smth to one person..or to anyone i noe..

: please dun vent ur anger on me if u not happy..whoever u r..whether is my family or friends or bro or wateva shit person..if u do tt..i wil give u a f*cking attitude oso..i dun giv a damn..realli hate those who shout at mi for nth...i am NOT YOUR F*CKING DOG OR YOUR MAID OR WHATEVER SHIT....pls..i respect u n i hope u wil respect mi...

= s

october 3

today was late for sci lesson..den wen i come in..jus nice going to finish going thru the quiz liao..i dun wan to go thru tat quiz either..zz..den tdy problem was bout fractional distillation n heat transfer n stuff...den tdy 3 man team at first wit atiqah sarina n mi..but heng heng lucky junlong come later..become 4..coolz..den first breakout go eat wit martin alvin n martin..den 2nd meetin go back class we cls conversation again..haha..crap sia..we all go disturb ppl n we oso gt add our math faci inside oso..we keep intro our sci faci to him..haha..disturb him sia..lol..den i pretend pretend like do work but in fact i was msn-ing..=x
den 2ndt break go opp sch coffee shop eat..den saw the rockers gang oso eatin there..aft finish go back cls go do work..3rd meet go present..very very late den class end...zzz..
aft sch mi n martin go meet norman they all for w26q sport day..i nv play cos i nt gd at soccer n basketball..i scare of ball oso..scare later kena mi den gg liao..zz..den 630 mi n martin zao first..he take train n i take bus home-ing..on the way back i tink bout it le..i shld not b like so sad all e time..tis is nt mi..for wat i put unnecessary misery on myself..not worth it..i tink such thing can wait..cnt rush one..if u manage to find ur love, then is yours..if dun have, so be it..i think it will come as time goes by..i hope that i will get over with it and dun tink so much bout it...if she hv feelin for mi as well, den i accept it....haiz.. zhou yi bu suan yi bu ba...
sad la..everytime the girl i like always gt bf one...why oh why..sob..

reach home liao den..eat slack rj surt net....den jus nw talk to weiquan on msn..talk to him suddenli i tink he angry..scold mi fucking attitude..huh?!??! ..i dunno wat i do oso..den he offline liao..wth...eh dun like tt la..mus tell mi y u angry la..if nt i cnt slp at nite u noe..bro..pls reply asap..n if u r jk wit mi..pls dun use those vugluar words on mi next time..i dun like it..and nw i found out 1 more thing about myself...dun ever vent ur anger on mi...i wil turn nasty de...hey nw i noe more bout myself liao...mus write down..

tmr go angeline bday chalet wit corny aft sch..mus dress nice nice..haha
n tdy is corny bday...corny happy birthday to u and stay horny..opps =x

October 2

hi..so fast oct le..so fast sia..haha..
tdy was quite a sian day..as per normal i wake at at 7.05 n prepare everything den walk to 963 bus stop..den fast walk fast fast in case i miss 963..lucky can catch it..si bei heng..haha..
reach cls le den find out the cognitive faci didn come..den is a another malay guy faci relief us..n still the same lo..the problem statement is as hard as ever..most of us was blur..dunno wth is it talkin bout..the cls oso quite a few ppl absent..bout 5 like tt didn come..and martin didn come oso..miracle sia..i first time saw him pon ten sch..haha..he say he tired tt y he didn come..den tdy i team wit vevian, hidaya n zaimah..3 gals n 1 guy..den whole dae i no mood to do work...keep on going aroud da cls go disturb ppl..bleh..= p ..haha..den manage to finish everything n we go present...n tdy was very early finish..3.30 the cls end alr..whoa..den veri sad..i duno wt to do lo..so early release sia..dots..den i ask alan whether he wan to go home tgt...but he everytime lol one lo..say alot of things to do..ask him wan to go home tgt n he say nid to do rj and send in army letter..wtf..i was seriously veri piss wit him at tt time..try to ask him go out he oso say gt project tis n tat..wa lao..heck care la..everytime he like tt one..i gt veri angry wit him sometime..
but in e end...he pang seh mi ask mi go first...freak..de nvm la.n saw clarence n his gf at 7-11..nw see him so mani time..like wat like tt..so i faster go ask for his msn in case i forgot again..den call johan ask him out so tt i can return money to him..meet him at panjang interchange den we go eat at LJS..follow him go buy prepaid card n bubble tea n we go interchange there chill for while..den aft tt tak 176 home-ing n he take lrt..reach home le..nw slack...slack...slack...nw still decidin next wk to put wat schedule at spag...
den 1 thing had always been on my mind..cos jus nw during cls i go see her blog..saw tt her blogskin has change again..n tis time the blogskin is smth which i dun like to see..n i rmb tt i heard she was gonna to breakup wit him soon...nw wat sia..do until like so loving....i was feelin so sad..den i tink alot..i duno whether i wan to continue tis..or jus giv up on her..i realli dunno..since she alr tell mi she onli treat mi as a friend..but y i stil tryin to perserve..when i knew tt we most likely wil nt b tgt de...i am lost...i wan an answer....n wan to stop all tis misery...
tis is realli hw i felt..feel like my heart was tearing apart..

antipasto : // look tough on the outside..fragile on the inside..tat mi.....

[ i hate loneliness......get the hell away from me..!!]