august 7

hey hey..its been 2 days liao since i blog again..well i no mood to blog during the past 2 days..super tired..wa kao..haha..ok nw gt the feel to blog..blog blog blog...
tdy wake up at 720 like tat..suppose to wake up at 640 cos gt test tdy..but again i super damn lazy..drag n drag till 720 then wake up..siao liao la..i still veri tired lo..then aft breakfast i see e time still quite early cos i decided to take mrt to sch cos i can reach rp bout 40 mins altogether..i tink still early...then i go slp 4 while..wa piang..i slp very happy n i keep tellin myself to wake up but i LAZY...i slp slp slp until my mom went to work n e time is bout 820 n lesson start at 9!!..i bluff her say i will go sch later before she goes off..in e end..
I NEVER GO TO SCHOOL....siao liao la..
then i dun care already..go back to my room to slp..until 2 PM i then wake up..nw i nt tired anymore cos slp so long liao..HAPPY LO.=) then i rmb tt i hv to go work at spageddies later...i then cook maggie mee for my lunch n then bath then bout 430 go to work liao...106 came n i board e bus..then i saw tanglin ppl who i noe but i nv talk one..his name is kun yao..i sit at e front sort of avoid him not becos i dun like him or wat..its just tt i dun feel like talkin to anyone yet..i jus wan to act emo on bus..haha...stupid rite..lol
then reach spageddies at 520 like tt..i saw cassan n chefs sittin at table 11..at tat time when i saw them..i sort of feel a bit happy..dunno y..i dunno if is it i saw her then feel happy..i dunno..
then i eat y dinner n 530 start work liao..tdy manager onli gt gloria n the new manager gabriel..i till nw haven talk to him yet or he come n talk to mi...wel il hope tt we can work well together in e future...we cnt possibly dun talk foreva rite..haha
then start work liao..mi n cassan do 1-6 station...but actually normally for weekdays onli nid 1 ppl to guard the station 1-6 onli lo..no nid 2..tdy is becos i tink quite alot of ppl workin tat y..
when work..mi n corny keep disturbin cassan...we disturb her n her bf..we crap bout cannot eat pork la all nonsense...stupid lo....haha..n i was HIGH mode during tt time..doing stupid action oso..crap la..haha
then aft tt when around 8..i runnin out of energy n i was LOW mode liao..haha..then i try to disturb cassan again but she is like feelin restless oso...i tink probably she too tired i guess cos she tell mi tt she wake up quite early tdy...well...i tink i wan to get her attention
then her mood sort of influence mi oso..aft tt i was totally no mood to joke around n i was startin to emo again..y m i feelin tis way..hw come her mood had influence mi oso...i feel tt when i cnt make her laugh...i feel a bit disappointed n my mood wil b like =(
i dunno is it i once again i had feel for her...hw come i did nt feel e same for rest of my frien..I WAN ANSWER...
aft tt when we time out...she was busy replyin msg..n when i disturb her..she was like sort of dun bother to answer mi..no facial expression oso..wa i a little sad liao..but i tell myself cos she might b tired or wat tt y..or might b tinkin of wat to reply to her frien...i tell myself dun tink negatively..but it fail..my answer was she is starting to avoid mi...cos of wat i tell her last time...she is scare of mi nw...
i hope tt my tinking is wrong n i hv misunderstood her n probably she is nt tinkin tis way..i wan her to tell mi herself...
we then walk to e bus stop..she take 75 n i take 105 back to clementi n go home...on e way home..i keep thinkin bout it n i wan to find an answer soon...i guess i hv to find it myself...
tmr i hope wil b fine...
1.00am////nite
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