october 13

This is the 6th week with my class already..really very fast..well i am able to get along with them..they are nice and friendly people =)...BUT..
there will sometime be some people who will be anti-ed by the class..i not sure about the rest but for me i don't really like one guy from my class.


I will describe him as mr 'F'...

I find him a very fake person..
first of all, he don't come school very much

second, he does not give a damn during discussions and will went out or sleep and don't do work..

third, will start to act smart when faci is around and this is just another case of empty vessels make the most noise

forth, he cheat people and i think he sucked..

FAKER!! MR F..please go die =x

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and i don't know why i had this feeling that some people actually take me as a joke and don't respect me in someway..perherps i am too kind to people and will not be angry to them..so i think that is why some people will naturally think that i am those kind of guy who can be make fun of and does not give a damn of what they will say to me..yes sometime i joke around with people and i do not mind them saying those not nice things to me..i know you guys are joking so i will just forget it..
but please..don't go beyond the line..joke is joke..respect is respect..
don't make jokes out of me and say things to me which had no respect for me AT ALL..
its not that i have no balls to fight back but i feel that getting nasty at people will just worsened the reltionship and i think is not neccessary..so i most of the time will just say nothing..well i am refering to some people around me who thinks that i am a GAY, LOSER, NOOB, SHIT, WHATEVER NASTY TERM THEY CAN USE on me..

please..no matter how a joker i can be, i just want fcuking respect for me..respect me for all the things i have done to you all before....at least...

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Being the good guy sometime does not pay off...and wont be appriciate by others..
why bother??